My bad...

ouhouuu... No time to regret! I must take action. I must make a change. ^.^ I gotta add oil!
I know I've wronged. But I will not let myself feel guilty anymore, instead, thinking of ways to make things
better! and better! I will declare! That God will change me from within! I am gonna be a better person, and treat friends nicer with endless love poured as generous as eva!

FIGHTING!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

My lil sweet encouraging notes!

Greatest 2010 kissmas prezzie ever!! weee!!!

 365 stars rounds up the 365 days in a year...

each one written by the sweetest honey pot with lotsa love & encouragement to share...

all originally written by YOU! proof : base on the hand writings, there's only me who reads it well XP!

wuahahahahhahakakakkakakaklalalalalalaaaa...

My hands were all sweaty. SooOooooOo nervous. They’re giving me a hard time to open the stars because I’m afraid I’ll accidently destroy it. But I manage to do only a little damage and fold it back up after reading the encouragement notes! heeh !

For this year 2011, you say it’ll be tough because I have to really focus on my studies and put our relationship to aside. This very jar of stars is given to me so that I will always know that I’m never going to go through this alone. Each of them really meant a lot to me as they represent the messages that you wanted to tell me. I am so proud to be their owner!

 HERE! here is some of the notes ya written to me...all so powerful... encompass with such encouragement..

puts a wide , wide smile on mah face... was giggling...I felt so loved by God... and His love poured onto me through your acts of gentleness felts so tangible .^^... made tears flow out from my eyes without me noticing it

 star 1#, The race is still long , but He is waiting in the end ..keep your faith …finish the race.

 star 2#, Don’t be shy or think that you would be rejected when you express yourself … someone listens.

 star 3#, The peace of God is given freely all the time, crave for His presence… Rest in Him…

       Hey, this was last year... the first time ever I receive a gift from ya! And it's stick onto my back door!

then another one... hehe... its just too pretty for me to hand it up...

so , I just left it there wrapped in the nice nice green paper... go green! go green wrapper! go green ribbon!

WHY ARE YOU SO THOUGHTFUL!

....heart melt...

as I look at these notes you've wrote on it...

It gave an extra boost to me.. see how positive words works! Very powerful in their own way...

Just like everyone needs in this world...

more love... more encouragement...

so spread it dear! theres so much people have to see in you, which is da light that shines out

the love of Christ. Cheers to ya!

  

I wanna go home...

Dear home, home sweet home... I'm living here in this small four walled room, cram - because my foot only touches the tiles that was built around my bedroom. I look up. Way up to the blue sky... I ask Father, when can I go home. I feel so alone. I feel like theres nobody I can call family. Again and again... I ask Him... take me home , Father. Would you held my hands tight? Cause its a scary place on earth. I have friends. Friends come looking for me when they're in trouble but runs away when I'm in pieces. I go to Church but I can't see you there. Bring me home will ya? When my time comes? The place I had always dreamed when I was a lil child, there , everyone was so happy. There, holds no grudges, no pain found... please take me there...

Run

If there's a plane
Or a bus leaving Dallas
I hope you're on it
If there's a train moving fast
Down the tracks
I hope you caught it

'Cause I swear out there
Ain't where you ought to be
So, catch a ride, catch a cab
Don't you know I miss you bad
But don't you walk to me

Baby run
Cut a path across the blue skies
Straight in a straight line
You can't get here fast enough

Find a truck and fire it up
Lean on the gas and off the clutch
Leave Dallas in the dust
I need you in a rush
So baby run

If you ain't got a suitcase get a box
Or an old brown paper sack
Pack it light or pack it heavy
Take a truck, take a Chevy
Baby just come back

There's a shortcut
To the highway out of town
Oh, why don't you take it?
Don't let that speed limit slow you down
Go on and break it

Baby run
Cut a path across the blue skies
Straight in a straight line
You can't get here fast enough

Find a truck and fire it up
Lean on the gas and off the clutch
Leave Dallas in the dust
I need you in a rush
So baby run

Baby run
Oh, baby run


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhUV6Ofcvr0

Surely, you and I have someone they miss a lot...
Hoping that they could run to you or they're on the way meeting you...
Well, I gotta admit that I miss someone so dearly...
and this song really express how I felt... how I would call out to that person... to run to me as quickly
as he could cause I miss him so much...