The card project!

Cards cards cards! bear cards! hello kitty cards next? I think i'm gonna make many of them. I bought colour papers already. I think i'm quite ready to make them!!! I hope that it would be of a good memory! Hope that it could express out my love to others.  With the help of da cg girls, we created this awesome card for our dear friend!! it was huge!! it only takes 2 hrs or more...haha! great fun!

My bad...

ouhouuu... No time to regret! I must take action. I must make a change. ^.^ I gotta add oil!
I know I've wronged. But I will not let myself feel guilty anymore, instead, thinking of ways to make things
better! and better! I will declare! That God will change me from within! I am gonna be a better person, and treat friends nicer with endless love poured as generous as eva!

FIGHTING!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

My lil sweet encouraging notes!

Greatest 2010 kissmas prezzie ever!! weee!!!

 365 stars rounds up the 365 days in a year...

each one written by the sweetest honey pot with lotsa love & encouragement to share...

all originally written by YOU! proof : base on the hand writings, there's only me who reads it well XP!

wuahahahahhahakakakkakakaklalalalalalaaaa...

My hands were all sweaty. SooOooooOo nervous. They’re giving me a hard time to open the stars because I’m afraid I’ll accidently destroy it. But I manage to do only a little damage and fold it back up after reading the encouragement notes! heeh !

For this year 2011, you say it’ll be tough because I have to really focus on my studies and put our relationship to aside. This very jar of stars is given to me so that I will always know that I’m never going to go through this alone. Each of them really meant a lot to me as they represent the messages that you wanted to tell me. I am so proud to be their owner!

 HERE! here is some of the notes ya written to me...all so powerful... encompass with such encouragement..

puts a wide , wide smile on mah face... was giggling...I felt so loved by God... and His love poured onto me through your acts of gentleness felts so tangible .^^... made tears flow out from my eyes without me noticing it

 star 1#, The race is still long , but He is waiting in the end ..keep your faith …finish the race.

 star 2#, Don’t be shy or think that you would be rejected when you express yourself … someone listens.

 star 3#, The peace of God is given freely all the time, crave for His presence… Rest in Him…

       Hey, this was last year... the first time ever I receive a gift from ya! And it's stick onto my back door!

then another one... hehe... its just too pretty for me to hand it up...

so , I just left it there wrapped in the nice nice green paper... go green! go green wrapper! go green ribbon!

WHY ARE YOU SO THOUGHTFUL!

....heart melt...

as I look at these notes you've wrote on it...

It gave an extra boost to me.. see how positive words works! Very powerful in their own way...

Just like everyone needs in this world...

more love... more encouragement...

so spread it dear! theres so much people have to see in you, which is da light that shines out

the love of Christ. Cheers to ya!

  

I wanna go home...

Dear home, home sweet home... I'm living here in this small four walled room, cram - because my foot only touches the tiles that was built around my bedroom. I look up. Way up to the blue sky... I ask Father, when can I go home. I feel so alone. I feel like theres nobody I can call family. Again and again... I ask Him... take me home , Father. Would you held my hands tight? Cause its a scary place on earth. I have friends. Friends come looking for me when they're in trouble but runs away when I'm in pieces. I go to Church but I can't see you there. Bring me home will ya? When my time comes? The place I had always dreamed when I was a lil child, there , everyone was so happy. There, holds no grudges, no pain found... please take me there...

Run

If there's a plane
Or a bus leaving Dallas
I hope you're on it
If there's a train moving fast
Down the tracks
I hope you caught it

'Cause I swear out there
Ain't where you ought to be
So, catch a ride, catch a cab
Don't you know I miss you bad
But don't you walk to me

Baby run
Cut a path across the blue skies
Straight in a straight line
You can't get here fast enough

Find a truck and fire it up
Lean on the gas and off the clutch
Leave Dallas in the dust
I need you in a rush
So baby run

If you ain't got a suitcase get a box
Or an old brown paper sack
Pack it light or pack it heavy
Take a truck, take a Chevy
Baby just come back

There's a shortcut
To the highway out of town
Oh, why don't you take it?
Don't let that speed limit slow you down
Go on and break it

Baby run
Cut a path across the blue skies
Straight in a straight line
You can't get here fast enough

Find a truck and fire it up
Lean on the gas and off the clutch
Leave Dallas in the dust
I need you in a rush
So baby run

Baby run
Oh, baby run


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhUV6Ofcvr0

Surely, you and I have someone they miss a lot...
Hoping that they could run to you or they're on the way meeting you...
Well, I gotta admit that I miss someone so dearly...
and this song really express how I felt... how I would call out to that person... to run to me as quickly
as he could cause I miss him so much...

Marriage can glorify God!

I feel your love pouring generously onto me even though we're far apart... lol 10km only mar... right?
I felt your gentle caring heart for me...
I felt so happy... I must be so blessed by God to have you by my side...
I went to watch this sermon about the purpose of marriage spoken by Paul Washer..
I pulled my daddy up into my room to watch it with me as I thought it would be great if we learn something
together by watching the video... and I tell you it was AWESOME!!
A new purpose and the right one I had in mind after watching it for 36 minutes twice for the same part...
then... my daddy dose off...haha! so cute! He was really tired yesterday...plus, my comfy cold cold room
made him even more sleepy... So, here's the link!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MVdoiw1NTk&feature=related

It's clearly stated in the scriptures in Romans 8:28-29, that God does everything for our own good...
He wants us to be conformed ( just like ) into Jesus, his son!

That particular scripture has everything to do with marriage...
For a man/woman whom has heard the calling of God to love someone, in obedience we will follow
His command. How does marriage works that way? Well, it's God ways of shaping us to be like Him.
Through this covenant that you have made , that is your vows to God which you must keep for as long
as you live will you are able to learn how to love your wife/husband unconditionally.
Sounds like you've done it before, easy huh? It will all be revealed to you when your partner
unfolds its true nature to you - nasty! heh heh heh... Maybe this is how it works, we can't fully understand how God works sometimes or maybe all the time. Jesus, full of mercy,grace and loves unconditionally..
This how God , our Father, wants us to be. We are brought to marriage to whom sometimes doesn't meet your needs , that sometimes doesn't approve of you nor fulfill your conditions of how a wife/
husband should be. This is how we learn. Through the ups & downs, you are bound to stick with your
partner no matter how worst is the situation is. Its how we truly learn to love someone even though sometimes
he/she might be so so unlovable... This is your purpose in life... that is doing the will of God, being more and
more like Jesus! What a great journey we are heading to - marriage!

To all the cry babies in the world...

that is... including me! Crying with all of you , maybe not crying about the same thing...
But still, I'm crying as if I'm really going through a moment in Hell... ahem ahem.. just a moment...
 not for long! Because God is good all the time, merciful as always and knows when we reach our limits..

So, here is something from me to you, a song dedicated for all of you.....
when I was hearing this song, I felt God, our Father in Heaven telling me... to hush, quieting down my cry and to take it easy because He's here to handle things for me, He'll stand by me , on my side forevermore, calling me not to worry anymore. I hope you feel the same way too..

LYRICS:
Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads 
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you

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